
Lockdown Zine
Discarded A4 inkjet prints, gouache, pastels
Second in the conflict series, this project explored the spatial conflict in my life when the pandemic hit and forced us indoors.
When lockdown was announced in Delhi, people found themselves imprisoned in their homes, never allowed outside, barring only for emergency outings. I started a visual log, a comparative observation, of the time I got to spend indoors and outdoors. Not that I was spending hordes of time outside prior to the lockdown (since I’ve always worked from home) but once that freedom was taken away from me I became all the more aware of this vast gap that has always existed for me. The idea was borne out of a curiosity to observe how the balance between outdoor and indoor time would shift through the pandemic and as a means to visually catalogue this journey. A used A4 paper coloured black stands for the time I’m stuck indoors, and the areas left white indicate the time I stepped out, including visits to the terrace. Coloured illustrations add another layer to the whole narrative as they define the activities performed outdoors.
These zines don’t cover every single day as that would’ve been repetitive and boring. The layout of these zines follows a very mathematical divide – 8 pages to a zine / each page fits 60 boxes / each box is 1x1 cm. and represents 3 minutes / and therefore each page fits 3 hours of a day / and the whole zine 24 hours. The first page of the zine or the cover starts from 12am and goes on till 3am, second page is from 3am till 6am and so on.

Day 3 / 27 March
8.42am – 9am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 3 / 27 March
9.12am – 10am / 10.30am – 10.33am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 3 / 27 March
5pm – 5.06pm / 6 – 6.33pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 3 / 27 March
Nil
Page 8

Day 3 / 27 March
Nil
Page 1

Day 4 / 28 March
3.03pm – 3.15pm / 5.21pm – 5.27pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 4 / 28 March
Nil
Page 8

Day 4 / 28 March
Nil
Page 1

Day 4 / 28 March
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 4 / 28 March
9.30am – 9.39am / 11am – 11.30am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 5 / 29 March
8.36am – 8.48am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 5 / 29 March
12.54pm – 1.06pm
Pages 4 & 5

Day 5 / 29 March
5.45pm – 5.54pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 5 / 29 March
10.15pm – 10.24pm
Page 8

Day 5 / 29 March
Nil
Page 1

Day 7 / 31 March
4.30pm – 4.42pm / 6.03pm – 6.39pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 7 / 31 March
Nil
Page 8

Day 7 / 31 March
Nil
Page 1

Day 7 / 31 March
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 7 / 31 March
10.45am – 11am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 12 / 5 April
8am – 8.06am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 12 / 5 April
9.12am – 9.21am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 12 / 5 April
3.36pm – 3.48pm / 5.51pm – 5.57pm / 6.06pm – 6.42pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 12 / 5 April
Nil
Page 8

Day 12 / 5 April
Nil
Page 1

Day 13 / 6 April
9am – 9.27am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 13 / 6 April
5.45pm – 6pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 13 / 6 April
Nil
Page 8

Day 13 / 6 April
Nil
Page 1

Day 13 / 6 April
8.48am – 9am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 26 / 19 April
12.51pm – 1.30pm
Pages 4 & 5

Day 26 / 19 April
Nil
Pages 6 & 7

Day 26 / 19 April
9.54pm – 10.30pm
Page 8

Day 26 / 19 April
Nil
Page 1

Day 26 / 19 April
8.30am – 8.36am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 27 / 20 April
9.45am – 10.33am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 27 / 20 April
Nil
Pages 6 & 7

Day 27 / 20 April
Nil
Page 8

Day 27 / 20 April
Nil
Page 1

Day 27 / 20 April
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 30 / 23 April
9.15am – 9.18am / 9.45am – 9.54am / 10.30am – 11.48am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 30 / 23 April
6pm – 6.09pm / 6.27pm – 6.33pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 30 / 23 April
Nil
Page 8

Day 30 / 23 April
Nil
Page 1

Day 30 / 23 April
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 33 / 26 April
3pm – 4.03pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 33 / 26 April
Nil
Page 8

Day 33 / 26 April
Nil
Page 1

Day 33 / 26 April
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 33 / 26 April
9.45am – 10.45am / 2.30pm – 3pm
Pages 4 & 5

Day 37 / 30 April
8.33am – 8.39am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 37 / 30 April
Nil
Pages 4 & 5

Day 37 / 30 April
5.45pm – 5.51pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 37 / 30 April
Nil
Page 8

Day 37 / 30 April
Nil
Page 1

Day 41 / 4 May
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 41 / 4 May
9.15am – 10.30am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 41 / 4 May
4.27pm – 4.42pm / 5.18pm – 5.24pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 41 / 4 May
Nil
Page 8

Day 41 / 4 May
Nil
Page 1

Like some pass
I stare at it
Captivated and lost
To the world





Day 51 / 14 May
Nil
Page 1

Day 51 / 14 May
8.18am – 8.24 am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 51 / 14 May
Nil
Pages 4 & 5

Day 51 / 14 May
6.09pm – 6.15pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 51 / 14 May
Nil
Page 8

Is this outdoor enough?

No window?

A slit window?

A big window?

French windows?

Remove all the damn walls?

and that AC from the window?



All my outdoor plans are now trapped in the black of indoors.





Day 75 / 7 June
8.12am – 9.15am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 75 / 7 June
10.27am – 10.45am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 75 / 7 June
Nil
Pages 6 & 7

Day 75 / 7 June
Nil
Page 8

Day 75 / 7 June
Nil
Page 1

Day 83 / 15 June
8.15am – 9am
Pages 2 & 3

Day 83 / 15 June
11am – 11.21am / 11.30am – 11.42am
Pages 4 & 5

Day 83 / 15 June
3pm – 3.09pm / 6.45pm – 6.51pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 83 / 15 June
Nil
Page 8

Day 83 / 15 June
Nil
Page 1

Instagram memories is not a good feature AT ALL!
Day 88 / 20 June (2019)
9.51am – 2.42pm
Pages 4 & 5

Day 88 / 20 June (2019)
3pm – 3.15pm / 3.30pm – 5.39pm / 7pm –8.30pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 88 / 20 June (2019)
Nil
Page 8

Day 88 / 20 June (2019)
Nil
Page 1

Day 88 / 20 June (2019)
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

What would it be like? Looking ahead (on 26 June)
Day 281 / 30 December
9am – 10am / 11am – 12pm / 2pm – 3pm
Pages 4 & 5

Day 281 / 30 December
3pm – 5pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 281 / 30 December
9.30pm – 10pm
Page 8

Day 281 / 30 December
Nil
Page 1

Day 281 / 30 December
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 102 / 4 July
10.45am – 10.48am / 12.48pm – 12.51pm (periwinkle)
I was staring out of the window, looking at nothing in particular, when it hit me. An involuntary memory that took me to a very specific place on the Darcha - Lamayuru trek, where I’m sitting down along the dusty trail and looking at the bifurcated valley in front of me and then at the stunted bushes around me, the only sign of any form of vegetation or life in this harsh place, that seem to be further stunted by the incessant winds so much so that when the wind takes a break for a few seconds the bushes forget to take a break too and continue staying in that wind-beaten angle. Trigger? A pink periwinkle, growing out of a downpipe and swaying in the wind, the only vegetation against the barren of the building.

Day 102 / 4 July
10.45am – 10.48am / 12.48pm – 12.51pm (periwinkle)
Overlay

Day 102 / 4 July
6.30pm – 6.33pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day 102 / 4 July
Nil
Page 8

Day 102 / 4 July
Nil
Page 1

Day 102 / 4 July
Nil
Pages 2 & 3

Day 102 / 4 July
10.45am – 10.48am / 12.48pm – 12.51pm (periwinkle)
Pages 4 & 5

Day Every
9.30am – 12pm
Life for my parents in the village has been pretty much unaffected so far, except for the monthly visits to Jhunjhunu to stock up on fruits and essentials which had to be stopped ever since the first case was reported there.
Morning walks to the neighbouring village for milk have continued. Yoga and basic stretches have gone on as before. The vegetable garden continues to keep them busy till mid-day before they are forced indoors by the scorching sun, only to come out again towards the evening, to sit on the swing and do nothing really.
Pages 4 & 5

Day Every
6.30pm – 7.30pm / 8.30pm – 9pm
Pages 6 & 7

Day Every
Nil
Page 8

Day Every
Nil
Page 1

Day Every
6.30am – 9am
Pages 2 & 3